Chapter 1: I wish I could jam through life

"I walk a lonely road, the only road that I have ever known. Don't know where it goes,  but it's only me and I walk alone. I walk this empty street, on the Boulevard of broken dreams. When the city sleeps, and I'm the only one and I walk alone...", I sang mournfully to myself. My voice rang with sadness and despair. The song had never been more true for me...I really do walk alone. I'm so bad I even make myself depressed and sorrowful.

Angry at the world, myself, and that woman I felt like slamming my guitar on the floor and breaking it to pieces. "Everyone is right, I am a freak!", I shouted, "With my blue hair, weird blue eyes, and the horrible talent I have of scaring everyone!"

Trying to smile, I thought of when Diane and I used to jam. Me on my electric guitar, her on her accustic. The semi-happy days before she deserted me.

Even then though she was scared of me. I just didn't notice....I was blind. I don't want my heart broken again. Trusting that my friends would stick with me failed. They didn't. None of them did. So...I'm never going to trust anyone again. Ever.

Trusting people never works, you always get hurt.
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Pretty lame chapter 'cause I don't have that many pics. I gotta take more...

A Gift to Some: Prolouge

(How ya like my title page? lol)

"I-I'm sorry, Rosa...w-we can't be friends anymore", Diane said with her eyes closed to avoid my eyes. I put my hand on her shoulder,"Diane, of cour-"

"D-don't touch me!", Diane cried her eyes widened with fear as she jumped away from me. My hand fell limply to my side as I looked at her with a hurt look on my face,"Diane...why?" (note: Sorry bout the music)
"You know why...I can't explain it, it's just whenever I look into your eyes, I feel depressed and, and...my secret fears are brought to light, fears I've never told anyone about", Diane faltered.

"I-I'm sorry, Diane...I haven't always been like this." I said softly. She nodded, "I know, It's not your fault.I just...can't take it anymore." "We can work it out, I'm sure I'll find a cure!", I tried to sound cheery but failing utterly. Diane choked a sob, "Goodbye Dolorosa Maledictus." Before she was completely out of my room, I heard her her whisper, "Goodbye forever." The door slammed and I sighed. My life used to be perfect, I had been a popular blond-haired, brown-eyed girl before she came. I remember the day she came as if it were yesterday.

After partying all night I had fallen asleep on my couch, dead to the world. The next morning I had woken up because I could sense someone was staring at me. You know when you know when a person is staring at you? You don't know for sure, but you can feel that someone is watching you. I opened my eyes to a face. I couldn't see it clearly, my eyes weren't focused and she was blurry. "Ahh...so young a full of promise", the person whispered, "You have a gift, hidden deep down inside of you." It seemed like all I could do at that moment was blink at her groggily, my mind was fuzzy and strange. "I will speed up the process", the being said with a smile. She stared at me and it felt like she was looking into my very soul. I had felt little click, almost like a lightswitch being flipped.

My vision cleared and I saw that it was a woman. Her eyes were...red. The memory of those eyes is burned on my mind, I don't think I'll ever forget those startling glowing eyes of hers. "W-who are you..", I muttered sleepily. The woman just gave me a mysterious smile and in a a whirlwind of smoke, disappeared. As soon as she left, my brain went into overdrive. Questions formed in a flash, too fast for me to even comprehend them. I had gotten dizzy, my head started to hurt as if I was being pounded by dozens of hammers. I groaned and clutched my head, the pain had been unbearable. Finally, I had blacked out and I fell into a deep well of darkness. My life had changed after that, no more was I normal Dolorosa Maledictus.

My eyes and hair had turned a startling blue the day after the strange "woman's" appearance. That wasn't so bad, but a month later all my friends were gone. Diana had been the last one. They all said that when they looked into my eyes, they felt filled with despair. They all fear and hate me, just as I fear and hate myself. I know now that I am cursed...I don't know how to break it. Now my name is correct, Dolorosa means "Full of Sorrow" in Latin and Maledictus means "Cursed" in Latin. My life is over, even before it had truly begun.

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I'm very sorry, but...this Auracy cannot continue. My custom skin got deleted somehow and both Sherlock and Portia have turned black. I'm sorry if you liked it... I'm making a new Auracy though, you'll see it.

Chapter 5: Dang, I just got hitched!

Sherlock smiled at me with his straight, white teeth. My heart was racing, did him smiling mean yes? "Oh Portia, of course I'll marry you!"

We hugged. "I love you, Sherlock d'Elgin," I whispered in his ear. "And I love you, Portia Sanford", he murmured in reply. Seriously, this is the happiest day of my life. No doubt about it....this was the perfect medicine after the rejection I got from Cobalt. Rejection for a kiss or something like that is bad, but rejection for friendship? It's the pits.

I gazed into Sherlock's hot pink eyes as he stared into my own yellow ones. "Lets get married now", Sherlock said to me with a smile. "Alright.", I replied breathlesly.

Sherlock placed the ring on my finger. I giggled like a school girl, Sherlock looked up at me with a grin.

Sherlock placed his large hands on my smaller ones, "Now we are wed." "Yeah...", I said my mind all aflutter. Sherlock was always so outwardly calm, but I could sense his joy. Now we were husband and wife. He was Mr. Sherlock Sanford and I was Mrs. Portia Sanford. For once the curse had no hold over me, this happiness was my own.

Chapter 4: Someone just pinch me right now!

"Well that was nice", Sherlock said after we kissed. I couldnt agree more...."Yeah...", I smiled dreamily at him. Im in love with him, but is he in love with me? Gosh, I feel like Im in a soap opera or something.

The "soap opera" of my life continued in perfect order. Sherlock and I hugged armourously. Yup, what my sister said was true, "It ain't no friendly hug!" A weird random fact that I learned about Sherlock: His hair is as soft as it looks and it smells like those cucumber shampoos. N-no, I havent developed a weird hair fetish

This is a very eventful day for me...I asked him to be my boyfriend. He accepted, YIIII!!!! Maybe if I get this over with now so I wont lose the nerve later. So after he accepted I...

I asked him to marrry me...

Chapter 3: Omg, I just got hit with a sledgehammer

I mumbled a feeble, "Hi".  Im afraid we both were kinda shy or something because I was looking up in the air and he was staring at the chair. Either that or he was simply not interested in me.

I finally mustered up the courage to conversate with the man with green hair,"Hi, Im Portia Sanford, whats your name?" "Sherlock d'Elgin", he answered with a smile. "That's a cool name!", I said brightly. Sherlock looked deep into my eyes, I stood frozen, would the spell affect our relationship? "You have such beautiful eyes, you know that?", He told me. "Does...does the spell affect you?", I asked fearfully.

Sherlock laughed, "Oh, you mean the happiness spell that is in your eyes?" I nodded, my palms were sweaty now. "No, no, no...that's my "gift", I can sense people's differences and not be affected by them.", He assured me. That was amazing, that was perfect! "Thats totally awesome!!", I shouted without thinking. I blushed and stuttered, " I-I mean um uh, th-thats cool." That was a failure.... "Yah, it IS pretty cool.", Sherlock grinned.

He reached out to hug me, "We are friends now, yes?" I giggled, "Oh yes indeed." My first friend in a long time...ok, he's my first non-family friend. My older sister was my only friend, Im afraid. Even my parents were frightened of me.

Sherlock look nervous for the first time I had met hm,"So Portia, since we are friends can we form a group?" I tried to appear calm but inside I was in practically in hysterics, "That would be lovely." After talking for a while, I mustered up the courage to do something Ive never done before.

I kissed a boy, I actually kissed a boy! He seemed to enjoy it too...does that mean that he likes me? Or is he a player or something like that. Ug, so many questions and too few answers. I guess Ill have to wait....and hope.

Chapter 2: What's your name, hotshot?

Suddenly, Cobalt ran away without an explanation. I ran after him and found myself at a coassaignment shop. "Cobalt, why..",  I started to say. "Oh gosh, you followed me umm...", Cobalt interrupted me," Well, I work here." My eyes lit up, " Thats awesome!" Darn happiness...making me seem all perky and everything. Cobalt looked like he was about to puke and then stared straight into my eyes, his countenance changed. I sighed, "Cobalt, look away NOW." "What?", He said vaguely, "Im sorry...Im just so happy I work at the coassignment shop with my wonderful boss." Oh brother... "COBALT!", I shouted. His eyes cleared, "Why are you yelling, Look I gotta get to work."

Cobalt got back to work. A man with eyes as pink as his was standing at the cash register next to him, he gave a brief nod in greeting to me. I noticed he avoided my eyes. Cobalt was a little miffed at me, to tell you the truth. "Look Cobalt, it wasnt my fault! I cant control this, this curse.", I tried to explain to see if it would get through his hard head. "Yah yah, I know...Are you going to by something or not?", Cobalt said not looking me in the eyes. To please him, I bought a chunk of smoky topaz. "Thank you for shopping Misty Isle Coassignment Shop, please come again.", Cobalt said lamely.

Feeling unwanted, I left. Before I was out of earshot though I heard the pink-eyes man say something to Cobalt. I paused, waiting. "So, she a friend of yours?", I heard the man ask. There was a slight pause then: "No, she's not." It was the man I had hoped to become friends with, Cobalt. I felt betrayed for an instant, betrayed and sad. But seeing as this curse prevents me from feeling any emotion other than happiness, it was only a mere second of that. I fled the coassignment shop, my heart falsely light with joy. "Stupid curse, I hate you.", I muttered to myself.

I called a taxi to take me away from that blasted coassignment shop. "Where to, Miss?", the driver asked. "Anywhere, I dont care.", I told him. We drove off, the driver tried to make some conversation, but Im afraid I was ill company and brushed his questions aside.

The taxi driver dropped me off at what he said was the library. "Why dont you read a charisma book.", he winked cheekily at me. I glared at him cooly, "Ill do that, thank you." He drove off and I climbed up the library steps.

There was only one man in the library. He had crazy green hair that looked so soft I wanted to just run my hands through it. I coughed to get his attention.  (Note: Sorry Glitchy Furniture)

He looked up with a cheerful smile and...well, this might sound totally ridiculous and all, but although I have NEVER been a firm believer of "when you find your soulmate you'll know" sort of thing, I think I found mine. If love at first sight means a heavy thumping heart and a feeling like I got hit with a sledgehammer, then...Im in love. And to think I dont even know his name.