"I walk a lonely road, the only road that I have ever known. Don't know where it goes, but it's only me and I walk alone. I walk this empty street, on the Boulevard of broken dreams. When the city sleeps, and I'm the only one and I walk alone...", I sang mournfully to myself. My voice rang with sadness and despair. The song had never been more true for me...I really do walk alone. I'm so bad I even make myself depressed and sorrowful.
Angry at the world, myself, and that woman I felt like slamming my guitar on the floor and breaking it to pieces. "Everyone is right, I am a freak!", I shouted, "With my blue hair, weird blue eyes, and the horrible talent I have of scaring everyone!"
Trying to smile, I thought of when Diane and I used to jam. Me on my electric guitar, her on her accustic. The semi-happy days before she deserted me.
Even then though she was scared of me. I just didn't notice....I was blind. I don't want my heart broken again. Trusting that my friends would stick with me failed. They didn't. None of them did. So...I'm never going to trust anyone again. Ever.
Trusting people never works, you always get hurt.
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Pretty lame chapter 'cause I don't have that many pics. I gotta take more...
I liked that chapter! You had me singing the song out loud with her! :-)
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ReplyDeleteOh yes...So was I lol
ReplyDeleteWooo, Green Day!!! Thank you for writing a semi-fitting song to make my life easier!!!